So i'm finally getting used to being a mom, the last couple days really hit me hard, went through alittle depression spurt, noone tells you just how hard it is the first 6 weeks of your childs life, the lack of sleep, the shifting emmotions from fluctuating hormones, the leaking and aching breasts, the fears, the tears, the countless hours trying to soothe them while they scream, and all the while your still adjusting to having no time for your self anymore, i guess i never really appreciared being able to just go to the batheroom or take a shower when i want to.. In no way am I complaining, because even though its hard and alot of work, the emmense love you feel makes it worth it, watching every little change through the days and weeks fills your heart with so much joy, the first smile is like indescribable, I cried! Motherhood is such a wonderful journey, I feel so blessed God chose me to be Noah's mom. So for all new moms or moms to be, i know its scarey and at times extremely overwhelming but cherish every moment even the late hours of the night where you are so ssleep deprived you think you wont make it through, because they go by so fast...
My lil man 5 Weeks
He is such a little blessing.