So I'm having one of those days that everyone has where I have no motivation, and thats rare for me because I'm a DOER, if thats a word. I am a multi-tasker, an organizer, (I tend to be a bit over the top when it comes to organization but its not necessarily a bad thing). So on these days where I feel overwhelmed with everything I need to get done, such as, laundry, dishes, clean the house, run errands, all while taking care of Noah, I get a tad bit stressed out and end up not doing any of it because I don't know what to tackle first, now this is only on the days where I'm lacking motivation, just tired and a bit lazy, it frusterates me becasue I'm such an active person. But what matters most is Noah, the dishes and laundry can wait. I need to learn to give myself a break. I know this is a silly thing to blog about but this is my life.... I get up, I care for my son, I clean house, I visit family and friends some days and occasionally go out with Matt (noah's Dad), I run errands, I chill out at night, watch a couple movies, play and read to Noah and fall asleep alone in my big queen bed, that is my daily grind. I worry like every other woman, about my future, about Noah, about whether or not I'm beig a good mom, about finances...But thats pat of life and what makes my life so awesome are the little things, the simple things! Mainly watching Noah grow and change, he has truly given my life meaning, given me purpose and drive. That's all I have for today! Happy blogging :)
I understand this more so than you can imagine. Even though I was married for 6 years well still am but separated and it's ending soon (yay). My son is 5 and I have learned that the rest isn't goin anywhere and what's important is my child. Yes there are days when I get super overwhelmed with working full time (midnights) trying to spend time with my son and my guy an taking are of home