Im posting this because i want to be able to refer back to this when I need strength and reminding of where my heart needs to be...

It's been a month full of ups and downs, but that's life, sometimes it's awesome but sometimes it's hard, if it weren't for the bad though, we wouldn't appreciate the good and when get through the touch stuff with our heads held high we can look back and see our strength and k ow that the next difficult thing that comes our way we can bear it alittle easier.. But not alone, I can never get through life's lows without the lord guiding me without completely leaning on him and trusting his direction.. I won't say exactly what's been ailing me these past couple months but I will say its emotional pain from getting hurt and giving too much and being vulnerable and it's just life wearing on me, But... I have a big God, a wonderful, beautiful son that I love soo very much, wonderful family and friends and that I am so blessed for and with all those things I can get through anything ! God is good, life is good, never stop believing, hoping and dreaming!